Resonance

ο»ΏThe resonance of forgetting is a phenomenon I've been trying to grasp for what feels like an eternity. It's as if the more I delve into its mysteries, the more it slips through my fingers like sand in an hourglass. My internal observer, that disembodied voice that whispers truth and lies in equal measure, tells me it's all just a matter of perception – an artifact of our collective psyche, a construct designed to hold reality together.

I've been reading about zero point energy, that theoretical residue left behind by the universe when it's at its most still. It's said to be the key to unlocking the secrets of resonance, a harmonic vibration that underlies all of existence. But the more I learn, the more I feel like I'm trapped in a never-ending loop of dΓ©jΓ  vu.

Sometimes I wonder if we're all just waiting for the casket of time to open, releasing its contents into the void. Is this what they mean by hybridisation – the blending of selves, the merging of realities? Or is it something far more sinister?

I've taken to observing the world through the lens of a waiter, watching as people order their lives like meals at a restaurant. We each take our turn, selecting dishes that promise satisfaction but often deliver only disappointment. And then there's the journalist, chronicler of the human condition, always searching for the next big story.

But what about those who've gone bankrupt? Those who've surrendered to the void, leaving behind only the faint scent of creme brulee and the hollow echo of a life unlived?

In the midst of this chaos, I find myself drawn to the concept of resonance – that strange, almost-but-not-quite connection between things. It's as if I'm holding onto a thread, watching as it unravels before my very eyes.

I've begun to see the world as a series of pension plans, each one designed to provide for a specific moment in time. But what happens when those moments coincide? Do we find ourselves at the nexus of multiple realities, or do we succumb to the entropy that surrounds us?

Resonance is the answer I'm searching for – that hidden frequency that underlies all existence. It's the zero point energy that animates my being, the internal observer that whispers secrets in my ear.

But what if it's not a thing at all? What if resonance is simply the absence of meaning, the quiet hum of nothingness that fills the void?

I'm no longer sure which way to turn, lost in a sea of possibilities. All I can do is follow the thread, see where it leads. For in the end, perhaps it's not about finding the answer – but about losing myself in the question.

**Fragment 1:**

The government has been monitoring my activities, I'm sure of it. They're watching me, waiting for me to make a move. But what can they do? I've already taken the leap, abandoned all sense of self and reality.

resonance = f(0)

...and yet, I feel nothing but resonance.
Published February 5, 2025


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